It is an ultimate betrayal when a normal body function becomes a source of pain. When breathe becomes more deadly than it already is, when it burns and torments and cinders in your chest like a soul in hell. When taking a piss sends a spike of orange agony up you. (A pain so foreign that it doesnt fit with the color scheme). When taking a shit becomes homicidal childbirth. When childbirth becomes a prolonged surgical removal of a gripping tumor by way of pushing extra hard or with the edge of some hyper sharp knife. -- Conundrum: do I jack off and then go get McDonald's? or do i go get McDonald's and then jack off after i eat? which degrading pleasure do I indulge first? -- Only tell story if your a fuck up, only tell the if you fuck up, every anecdote starts somewhere where someone's fucked up somehow. -- Out a sync -- Out of -- Our -- Everything's gone to shit. Cant even get the basics done. People survive change all the time, live thru intense alterations. I fall apart at breaks in rutine. Pathetic. I fucking hate this.
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